Week one down

So yesterday was weigh in for Gain HP. I’m down a pound over last week, but that’s well with in normal fluctuation for me.

Over all the weekend had it’s good and bad. Last Tuesday we did a team outing at work that involved going to an Orioles game in Baltimore. End of the night I’d had to much to drink and five or six smokes. With the hang over the next day, I skipped the salad and went back to the Chic-Filet. On the plus side though, by Wednesday night I was back on track.

Truth be told, I’m glad I did that. It felt reassuring to slip back into the old routine again and then just as quickly bounce out of it with no hesitations or regrets. Ok, yeah, I’m still jonesing for a smoke, but that’ll come in time (theoretically). I got into this, not to drop weight, but to get some good habits started that will make the remainder of my live on this spaceship a little easier and hopefully a little more fun. Screwing up and then watching the automatic course correction take over, it’s like seeing that the emotional and intellectual are both on the same page here. I don’t just seem to think this is a good idea, but now I have an indication that the rest of me’s bought in as well.

On the mental front, the week’s been a pretty big success. I’m still struggling to figure out how to integrate the Taoist ideas into my professional world. I have had several instances in the past week though where I just find myself smiling for no reason at all. Yesterday that was some full on, no fooling, teethy grinning going on. It felt good.

Cooking is coming along pretty well. King Pheenix turned me onto a site called, Spark People. I haven’t made much use out of it yet, except to grab some recipes for the slow cooker that I’m going to be trying out. Did a chicken dish tonight that was tasty as well.

I’ve also found myself listening to a lot more music lately. I think I’m going to redo the layout for my family room so that I can move my record player up there. This may not seem like much, but it’s actually a huge deal for me. I’m mentally in a better place when I have a steady diet of music in my life.

So, all and all, the week had a stumble, but it’s turned out pretty good. We’ll see what happens down the line, but the future’s looking pretty OK from here.

Happy Birthday to me

Last Thursday was my 35th anniversary as a crew member on spaceship Earth. For some reason I didn’t have any urge to do the whole reminiscing routine and getting all wet around the eyeballs and what not. Not saying there’s anything wrong with those routines, they just didn’t occur or appeal to me this time around. May be when we finish the next rotation.

What I did find myself in the middle of was some much needed cleanup of some really buggy routines that honestly, I should have gotten to long before now. A couple of maintenance patches that have been sitting around for way to long, and an over due BIOS flash.

The maintenance patches (two of them to be exact), take the form of quitting smoking (again) and taking part in a RPG Fitness game that Hatter from Scrub Club put together. The idea here is that you gain HP for each pound you loose and for every X amount of HP you earn, you level up. End of the three months, who’s ever leveled the most, wins. You can also increase HP by doing things like taking your blood pressure, taking a fitness course, or going to see the doctor.

My current plan is to first focus on getting my sleep schedule back under control. While I’m doing that, I’m also switching over to cooking again instead of eating out. I’m still heading out for lunch, but the salads at Chicken Out are replacing the sandwiches at Chic-Filet. Once I have my sleep schedule back under control, I’ll start looking into breaking out the Wii Fit and get a work out routine going in the morning.

The BIOS flash is taking the form of rereading an old favorite of mine, The Tao of Pooh, by Benjamin Hoff. The book is an attempt to explain philosophical Taoism using the stories of Winnie the Pooh as examples. I first came across the book when it was given to me as a gift on my 18th birthday, along with All I Really Need To Know I Learned in Kindergarten, by Robert Fulghum. The two books combined served as major mile markers in my life, separating my adolescent self from my young adult self.

I can’t remember when I last did a full reread of Pooh, but it has to have been over 10 years ago. Considering all of the changes that have happened in that time span, I’m actually kind of surprised I waited this long. I guess my navigation subsystems were more screwed up then I thought.

Rereading it now though has been kind of eye opening. For one, I knew this book had had a profound impact on shaping who I am, but I was not quite prepared to realize that it is, in many ways, the underlying foundation of my software design philosophies. How I gather requirements, how I prioritize those requirements, how I design a solution, all stem from ideas that I first encountered in this book. I wonder if that’s why I’ve been getting a little restless these days with my coding? Now that I’m just a coder and I’m separated from the client, I’ve lost that compass point. It also makes me wonder, exactly what would a Taoist ETL process look like? I’m going to have to think on that one.

For now I breath, smile, try not to fight unnecessary battles, and just try to enjoy life again. I can occasionally see glimpses of the man I used to be, but I’m not him anymore and I need to find out who I am now. Right now, that involves building new habits that don’t involve smoking and do involve healthy eating and more movement then in the past. It also involves finishing the Tao of Pooh and either picking up Kindergarten for a reread or something else to keep myself mindful of where my head is at.

As part of the RPG fitness thing, we had to pick a character class based on our goals for the next three months. I picked the Monk class since I was more concerned with my eating habits then anything else. Given everything else though, I think it fits.

Thoughts on the iPad

Since yesterday I’ve found myself missing my days as a pretend analyst. So, since I’ve been meaning to write something here for awhile anyways, I figured I’d dump out my thoughts on the iPad, you know, since no one else is.

Before getting into the guts of this though, there’s an idea that I want to float that’s been bouncing around in my head for awhile and that plays into this. For its 30+ year history, the personal computer has been tied to work. It was originally designed as a tool to be used in the office and it is still mainly seen as a tool to be used to do work. Whether that work is job related, school related, or even hobby related, computers are still primarily seen as a tool to be used for work. The idea that we can use computers to play music, to watch movies/TV, or to play video games; has only existed for the past handful of years and even then, people tend to view the ability to do work as a crucial component of what a computer is about.

Several years ago Alan Kay made the observation that the real revolution in printing was not undertaken by Gutenberg and his peers, but by the generations that came afterwards. Generations who took the printing press for granted and were not tied to the old ideas of what it meant to create a document. We’re starting to see the birth of this new view of computers now, but we are still beholden to the old ideas of what a computer is and what it is supposed to do.

I mention all of this because it appears to me that Apple gets this. And commenting on Apple’s products with out this understanding is missing the point of what Apple appears to be doing. While they have made some allowances to the old mindset of what a computer should be, they seem to have focused their strategy on the computer as a tool for entertainment. The best example of this is in the central role that the iTunes Store has taken in their offerings. Even beyond that though, compare the central role that MS Office has in the Microsoft list of offerings to the role that iWork has in the Apple set of offerings. Wednesday aside, one could be forgiven if they had forgotten that Apple even had an office suite. And the thing is, considering most of Apple’s success has come since this shift in strategy was taken, an argument can be easily made that Apple has hit on an idea that resonates with consumers.

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The biggest issue I have with Wednesday’s announcement was that it confused the message. Apple has set themselves up as the company that builds computers that aren’t about work. It then tied one of the most anticipated product launches of its existence, with an announcement of a new version of iWork. This was a huge mistake. The key reason that tablets have never caught on is because they suck as work machines. By announcing a new version of iWork at the same time as the iPad, Apple has just reminded everyone that tablets suck at doing work. This was a huge blunder on Apple’s part. There should have been no mention at all of work during that announcement. They should have focused exclusively on content providers, 3rd party development, and overall experience. (the chair was a nice touch though)

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A lot of comparisons have been made between the iPad and the iPhone. From a technical point of view this makes sense, but outside of that technical view, I’m not so sure. I’d actually be more inclined to compare it to the iPod, then the iPhone.

If you think back to when the iPod first came out, the most surprising thing about it was that it wasn’t that special. In the beginning it had two things of note about it. It was made by Apple, who had no history in this kind of market. And it was one of the most expensive players on the market. That was it.

This isn’t a situation that is that much different then the iPad. On paper there is no reason to own an iPad. It doesn’t do anything, beyond some bells and whistles, that can’t already be accomplished with either a laptop or a mobile computer, both of which are products that Apple makes.

When you look at the success of the iPod there are two major factors that come up.

1) The iPod had an interface that is intuitive and easy to use, when many mp3 players could be somewhat kludgy and cumbersome to use. This was the companies initial selling point. You could pick up an iPod, and with a few clicks and twists of the dial, you were listening to what you wanted to listen to.

2) Then came the iTunes music store, and Apple changed the way the average person bought music. They weren’t the first to use this model, but they refined it and they had the clout to bring the major content owners to the table when they didn’t want to.

Now the iPad has something that the iPod didn’t. It has the hype that goes along with having that Apple logo. Early adopters won’t be an issue, but the prolonged growth that the iPad will need to escape the AppleTV gravity well will require Apple providing something unique in the product that helps to define it in the minds of consumers. As I said, currently there is no reason to buy an iPad. Apple needs to create that need.

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In someways I see the iPad as the current embodiment of Apple’s move from seeing computers as tools for work, to seeing them as tools for entertainment. As I see it, it is the ultimate casual computer. The computer you reach for when you want to surf the web, read casual emails, watch videos, or casually game. Where I tend to view laptops or desktops living in an office of sorts (whether that is a physical office, or a dinning room table/kitchen counter that doubles as an office when you want to pretend you’re not the kind of person who has an office). The iPad I see more as living on a coffee table or night stand or where ever the hell you left it the last time you used it. It’ll be interesting to see if it actually plays out that way or not.

Catching up

Sorry again for dropping out like that, the second half of this summer has kind of kicked my ass.

First up was Nerdapalooza. To say this fest was amazing feels like a horrible understatement. A revelation? Yeah, that sounds about right. If you are interested at all in geeky/nerdy music, consider it a moral imperative to hit this fest. The longer you wait, the harder you’ll kick yourself that you waited so long. I’m already jonesing hard for next year.

Right about the time that I was finally clearing my head from NP, it was time to start getting my shit together for Floydfest. Floydfest is a modern representation of a scene that I was fully immersed in at the end of the 90s. I wondered off for a number of years, but I’ve been racking my brain trying to figure out how to get back into this scene for the last year or two. Floydfest wasn’t my ticket back, but it was a welcome reminder of why I loved this scene so deeply. A beautiful reminder of how much raw magic can exist in music that comes from the heart. I wasn’t in the best place when this fest started, but after the first set, I felt like I was home.

Unfortunately, after getting rained on several times during the fest, I came home with a cold. By the time I kicked that, MD was in the middle of August, my arch nemesis. August and I do not get a long during the best of times. For those who’ve never experienced a mid atlantic August before, it is oppressively hot and muggy, full of days where breathing unfiltered air is literally hazardous to your health. This summer luckily has been pretty mild, but I’ve still been fighting a horrible mood for most of the month. Its that time of year when I’m just not happy with much of anything.

I came home from NP with a renewed sense of urgency to listen to geeky/nerdy music. I heard so much great shit that weekend that I wanted to just soak it all up and get caught up on all the crap I’ve missed. Floydfest kind of derailed me when I came home with over a dozen CDs (one of the best things about volunteering at the merch tent? Getting comped CDs when the bands do well). I’m trying to get back in the groove though, and here are a couple of the things that I’ve been picking through. A lot of this stuff is old news to folks who are up to speed, but I need to get back into writing so I’ll start here.

First up, while there was a ton of great sets at NP, one of the ones that just came out of left field and grabbed me was the Scrub Club showcase. Its kind of odd, because it wasn’t one of the sets that grabbed me right then and there, but it was one of the sets that I’ve found myself thinking about the most since. So, when I finally got back on track, they were one of the first places I hit. I’m still making my way through their catalog (all of which is free by the way), but there’s some pretty good shit here. Considering the cost, I recommend checking them out. Especially check out Doc Awkward’s Next Gen EP which is just insanely good. Awk was probably the biggest breakout star of NP, and this EP shows exactly why.

Speaking of Scrub Club, they’re running a beauty pageant style competition right now to find the next Scrub Club member. The first challenge involved each artist writing a brand new track that show cased who they were and what they’re about. The tracks can be found here. Each artist has their own thread and there’s some damn good talent there. Also of interest to new MCs, each track is critiqued by the judges. I’m not an MC myself, but I imagine those threads could be a treasure trove of good advice. I need to give the tracks a few more listens before I officially pick my favorite (not to mention check out other tracks from them), but at the moment I’m going to go with MC Diabeats, since she’s local. I do feel compelled to say that 3rr0r got fucking robbed! He wasn’t the best, but in my mind, he wasn’t the guy that should’ve been cut. I’ll keep my mouth shut on who I thought should have been cut though. To each their own, and its Scrub Club’s ball, so I’ll let them play the game as they want.

One of those cool little moments at NP came the last night, after the festival ended when I got a chance to just hang out and shoot the shit with a bunch of different folks (according to some notes I scribbled, the crowd included MC_Loki, Starf, 3rr0r, killsaly, and a couple of other folks). At one point, Loki was passing around a set of headphones and letting people check out a track that he was working on with MC Diabeats. The mix was rough and the vocals were a little off, but I remember digging the track. Well, it seems the track has been finished up and Loki threw it out on the Scrub Club boards. You can find the track here. The idea is a concept EP focusing on Vampire: The Masquerade. The whole thing is supposed to drop at some point in Sept. Given the opening single, I’m more then a little curious about what’s to come.

OK, this post is getting fucking long. I’ll wrap this up then with one last link. Its the most obvious one, but there’s a reason I’m putting it up. Go check out the new RhymeTorrents site. This sub board has all of the articles that were on the main page, which means it has links to all the albums and EPs that the site has announced. The reason that I’m mentioning this is because while I was reading this thread, which I need to fucking study later, I came across a comment from Super Dragon X. He was talking about how he’d wondered away from the boards for awhile and when he came back he was shocked at what he found. His gist was that the difference between the music being put out now, compared to what was put out just two or three years ago, is just fucking nuts. Everyone’s stepped up their game, and the scene is drawing in some new talent that is just flat out amazing. If you picked up one of the first two or three RT comps and went ‘eh’ and wondered off, give this scene another shot. There’s still room to grow and evolve, but where before a handful of good artists drowned in a sea of shit that didn’t even rate as mediocre, the new community is one where quality work is much much easier to find and pick up on.

OK, that’s it. Hopefully I can get back to writing more shit.

#nerdapaloozameetup

UPDATE: First, the meet up is now the official Hipster, please! gathering.  Z won’t be there, but that doesn’t mean we can’t still have fun.  Also, I’m shutting down comments on this post and centralizing things around Z’s (since more people read his site).  So, if you’re planning to join us, go here and post your info.

So, Friday is the start of Nerdapalooza 2009. If you aren’t up on this fest, give the link a read and if there’s any chance you can make it over to Orlando by Saturday, I recommend it.

So after hearing about all the fun that Z had last year, I’ve decided to make the trip south myself to get in on the action. My original plans had me hanging out with Z for the weekend, but sadly life has gotten in the way and Z had to bail. Now that my plans to follow Z around like a lost puppy and leach on his nerd fame have been scrubbed I figured my next best option was to organize a little gathering.

Actually, I threw the idea out on Twitter earlier today and got a couple of nibbles and some serious encouragement from @freakapotimus, so I figured what the hell, lets see if we can pull this one off.

So here’s the situation.

The meet will occur on Saturday from 11:00 AM – 1:00 PM in or near the pool side bar. If it is raining, then we’ll do it in or near the Coral Key Lounge (the bar inside). This will allow those who wish to swim the chance to do that, and the rest (i.e. me) to at least, hopefully, get our drink on. The time will hopefully give those who want to hit all the music a chance to meet before the show starts, while still giving the late risers a chance to take part before things get going.

Of course, while it might be fun to watch all of you try to find each other during the allotted time with no help, let’s make it easy for you. This is what you’re looking for… me.

I’m not an easy guy to miss. 6’2″, about 300 lb., short brown hair, glasses, and answer to the name Matt. I’ve had a couple of people look at me and automatically assume that I used to play linebacker in high school (I didn’t, but I kind of have that linebacker gone to pot thing going on). I’ll be wearing either blue jeans or cargo shorts. I’ll also be wearing a t-shirt that says “geek” on the front (see shirt here). I promise to be at the above spot by 11 and promise to stick around until at least 1. If its sunny, I’ll be at the pool, in the general area of where ever the liquor is. If it’s raining, then I’ll be inside, in the general area of where ever the liquor is.

If you think you’d be interested in joining in on this little meet and greet, leave a comment below letting me know that you’re up for it and may be an idea of what you look like so I can keep an eye open for you. You may also want to follow me on twitter. I’ll make sure I post any updates to that feed, including while I’m at the fest. While I’ll be posting though, unless you can DM me, I’m probably not going to see anything you send to me on Twitter. I have a normal phone, so I’m just getting texts.

OK, I think that’s it. If you have any questions, let me know. My plane doesn’t leave until Friday night, so I’ll check back at this site until at least 5 PM EST on Friday. If the hotel has free wi-fi, then I’ll see about checking on things in my room.